So here is the dilemma... Either i keep doing what i i hate doing... i hate everysingle part of it, i suck and theres really no hope for me anymore, or i quit and i start doing what i love to do and am good at but had to quit like 5 years ago... i'm sorry, but my mom made an offer that i can't pass

the only reason why i keep doing what i hate is because its not so bad when the people are there, but then theres the thing i love that i want to do and i really don't want to quit the first one so bad

well, maybe i'll conive my way into the best of both worlds... since thats teh next thing that i'm good at (besides faggot history)

But deep in the dark green shadows
Are voices that urge me to stay
So i pause and i wait and i listen
For one more sound,
For one more lovely thing that the hills might say